lazy

i'm trying to climb out of the lazy hole i dug myself into, and boy is it painful. i did not want to get up this morning when the alarm went off (at 4:15 am), but forced myself to. mike went to the gym twice last week without me, and i realized i have to make myself do this or it's just not gonna happen. let's face it, walking ain't cutting it anymore. menopause at 34 is great, but the downside (besides the hot flashes) is that i'm packing on the pounds, and that cannot continue. and since i'm not running anymore, or spinning, i have to find ways to make this happen. i've even (oh god, i hate to admit it) bought an exercise cd/program thingy off an infomercial. we'll see how easy/difficult it is to loose weight after menopause. meanwhile my skinny husband is trying to gain because he's dropped about as much as i've gained over the past year. so...starting next week, no more sweets for me. i figure just like everything else i've stopped eating, the first few weeks will be tough and then it will get better. i'm hoping, anyway.