i'm melting

can we please move to oregon now? after yesterday's familia blowup, the heat, the fact that i cried so much yesterday that i woke up dehydrated before throwing up (because it's so hot), and the fact that our a/c has been on since 8 a.m., i'm ready for a change. maybe we just need to get out of town for a day and cool off somewhere. maybe i need to not forget to take my anti-depressant for two days straight. or maybe i'm just ready for a change of scenery. all i know is that the only relief i'm getting is eating ice cubes, and if the power goes out this afternoon, more tears will not be far behind.