end of detox

alas, the detox did not last. after two days of constant headaches and hunger, i gave in. but i did learn that i don't need to indulge my sweet tooth as much as i used to, and that i can cut back on caffeine, just not completely. and i did lose five pounds, although starvation and eating nothing but veggies will do that to you! i fluctuate between a fuck it i've had cancer and i should be able to have whatever i want mentality, and an i'm overweight and will only continue this downward spiral if i don't do something drastic mentality. and it's no picnic! and it doesn't help that all i want to do is sleep and not go to the gym. i'm such a bad girl.