a better place

i'm in a better place today than i was a few days ago. not so tender to the touch. maybe it's all the chicken i've been eating? or maybe it's just that i've decided that i'm just going to try to be the best version of me i can be and whatever happens happens. i'm now trying to get the majority of my work done today so i can spend the next two days with mike, biking around and slurping snow cones and jambas and watching the tour de france. i just finished watching the time trials, and for the next three weeks, my mantra is "go lance go!" if he wins, i'm going to be one big crying mess--probably if he loses, too.